Decisions, decisions, decisions…

There comes a moment in your life, when you have to choose what you’ll do next. And it’s not theย easiest choice.

Have you ever wondered how much you can change your life from each decision? I’m thinking about this all the time, because I know that sometimes the smallest step in the right direction ends up being the biggest step of your life. It’s so hard to move on, but once you move on, you realize it was the best decision you’ve ever made. But how to know that you are in the right direction?

The answer is likely hiding in my heart. I just need to calm down and to hear it.

I think that the most courageous decision I’ll ever make is to finally let go of what is hurting my heart and soul. I’m sure that I have to go and leave behind me all those people who hurt me. I wasย too naive, too stupid and it’s only my fault, because I believed that people can change. But I’ve also learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people may forget what you said, what you did, but they will never forget how you made them feel. I felt it on myself.

In my opinion, happiness is also a decision, because you are as happy as you decide to be. So it’s time when I have to choose between turning the page and closing the book of my past life. I think, the first step towards getting somewhere I always wanted to be, is to decide that I’m not going to stay where I am, so I choose closing the book.

I want to be proud of what I will become, so I have to stop lying to myself and finally start doing what I’ve always dreamed of, because I want to live my life like I want to, not how people say I should. And maybe I’m really afraid to fail, but I think this is worth fighting for and it would be much worse not to try.